Thursday, January 29, 2009
My favourite occasion picsss
10:29 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Yesterday was my 1st time on nite shift in NNU.... is not TAT busy...juz that i was quite unfamiliar with their routine ...n hardly any1 is free to guide me....babies quite sick n they are occupied too. sumore i was assigned to take care of 2 isolated babies... even the rest of pple wana help oso cannot.. coz i din wan them to infect other babies... sooo i juz tried my best to do wat i can....sorry babies!!!
Today is my 2nd nite... tired...mayb too long neva wrk nite shift le...aint get use to it! cannot really slp in peace in the noon. Juz hope tat today i will do better..haha!!!!
2 more nites to go...jia you!!! i dunno how i can tahan my 4th nite...coz i have to reach hosp at 3pm for sum bcg crse ..argh! how to slp like tat? ridiculous!
This year CNY was a rush...buy new year clothes n accessories , cleaning the huse .... no time no time ! N deary is busy with his wrk most of the time ...haiz!
ok......shall pull through n look 4ward to CNY :)
5:32 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
2009 started off not very nicely.... 1st me n dear had a great quarrel, 2nd....wrkplace census damn high -___- ... 3rd ..my huse com crash!
argh! n it wil be a busy year to
1) dear have to start having classes til september
2) i have to stay back at wrk another 2 hrs for some crse too
3) i have to go bk n wrk during CNY eve for nite shift!!! argh! and chu 1 , is actually my sleeping day..how to slp when i need to go bai nian??? 1 year 1 time... n i din wana miss it!
plus during renuion dinner... i have to rush to wrk...sad!
sister claims tat tere is not enugh staffs.. :(
starting of the year aint gd le...i juz hope n pray tat towards mid year..it would be better...
9:55 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
help help!!!! wu's gd at IT? my huse desktop is dwn.... n brought my bf's old laptop over...but canot connect to the internet leh..need sum netwrk key. we tried several times..but it doesnt wrk at all ! how ar?
waiting 4 IT fair...any wana introduce any gd brand of laptop???
10:31 AM
Thursday, January 08, 2009
....am noon shift today.... tired.....wana slp more... haven been slpin well pass few daz ...esp when i am morning shift. PLUS yesterday kana cheated back to ward 4 nthin. Went out with my fren yesterday.... at least some distraction away frm those unhappiness... walk alot n chat alot...n had some cocktail ...and finally yesterday's slp was a better 1.
This 2 daz will juz wrk n wrk...hopefully wun think much bah....juz care for my babies..
n in future i wun be so silly be a kind person le... kind pple alwaz have no gd returns..
9:34 AM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
......................................................................................................................................................................................................life is juz soooooo meaningless to me now............................................................. everytin seems haywire....................... .............................today i am suppose to be off day.... i was sooo shag .....coz past few daz hadnt been slpin well plus am wrkin morning shift continuously ....so i thot i will have a gd slp yesterday.... BUT the ward called me at 5.05am.... said that there's not enugh staff wrkin in the am , wanted me to go back badly. though i have mentioned to them that i have been wrkin continuously am n have been really tired , and that 2moro is suppose to be my rest day too n sister have oredi asked me to go back wrk in the pm......they still wanted me to go bk today. FINE... my hear became soft...juz being kind...i took a cab dwn .
At 7am when all the staffs is here ....including the sister , they counted the staffs n realized that they counted wrongly.actually am staffs tere's enugh pple wrkin -____-'' that sister asked me to go home ... i asked her if since i am oredi there today , issit possible to give me off 2moro ... but she refused! sooo i went home n reached home at 8am .... :...(
SO pissed off with it. am oredi not in gd mood... sum1 did sumtin which upset me .. but keep saying that he is innocent n he feels that he did nthin wrong....
think 2009 isnt a gd year 4 me ... i believe there will be more suay n unhappiness awaiting 4 me. Cum ba... i will c where my limits are.... am oredi in depress mode...dunno y am i in this world
Kind pple will neva have kind returns :(
Labels: DEPRESSED
11:02 AM
Monday, January 05, 2009
AHHHH.....i am uisng my sis laptop ... coz my desktop is announced dead!sad....for the past few mths , it has been shutting dwn by itself. n the day b4 yesterday..it doesnt even allow me to go into the windows anymore...even though i tried 3 times to reinstore the windows XP...
argh!!!! n yesterday went to funan mall to check the price for a cpu... cheapest is 659 knw! sooo ex...i haven even buy my new year clothes.... tian ar!!!!
y choose to spoil during new year!
Nowadaz ... the ward is REALLY packed....so busy everyday... n no seniors is even free to guide / teach me.... i m juz nursing babies using my peads knwledge ...haha! Doctors keep agreeing with accepting patients everywhere...they dun even ask if we have enugh staffs / enugh eqiupments / even enugh place! selfish huh?
after a tiring day today... sum1 tell me sum1 which mk my heart uncomfortable...dunno wat wrd to describe to fully express how i feel... haiz... : X
6:38 PM
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