Tuesday, November 27, 2007
hmp.... 15 mins left n i got rush 4 wrk again.....sian...no mood to wrk nowadaz.....even though tere's stuffs i like..argh! dunno y ... mayb holiday mood..wahahaaa!!!!
Congrats to deary!!!! he pass his driving test n got his license oredi....so fortunate n honoured to b the 1st passenger! haha! abit fearful lah...but not too bad .... i din vomit while he drive!keke!
yesterday he drove me n my family to my ah ma huse...SSSSOOO many pple Qs him abt his car n his lincense ... he muz have feel proud!wahaha!
I am gonna have my 4 daz of leave soon....dunno wat to do.... guess i am juz wasting my leaves man! :(
10:15 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Temperament
Idealist
You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.
Interests
Thrill Seeker
You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You're not afraid to indulge yourself - you live by your own set of rules and don't allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day - you live for life's most thrilling moments.
Amusement
Adventurous
It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.
Passion
Emotional
For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.This is a quiz done in face book to c wats my character... n i think its really true!haha!ITS sooo me loh!!!!!
10:18 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
so angry so angry :(
so upset since yesterday night.....neva even slp well....whole nite wake up dunno how many times! argh!!!!!
Hate the feeling of being accused!When actually he meant so much to me!
He alwaz thot tat he is onli the 1 putting in effort in this r/s ....
I was so excited to knw tat he is cumin bk frm china.... wrk so fast tat day, rushing to get change ... THEN suddenly saw his msg that he juz reach home at 7pm onli.
Oredi disappointed to knw that he din manage to cum pick me up after wrk....n now he is blaming me 4 not going his huse to find him.
He says that he wana c me soo badly.... but does tat means he needs to show me attidue 4 tat?
At wrk oredi .. SOMEONE alwaz showing me attidue 4 nthin...n now ..he oso treat me like this. sooo pissed! argh!
9:04 AM
Monday, November 19, 2007
world is changing nowadaz....someone is really testing my patience....
I tried my best not to shout at any of my colleagues ... unecessary!
soooo..pls dun force me 2.....
7:15 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Is alwaz at the peak when i feel tat love is everytin ... then things start to happen.
I hate spore...esp. spore's society.... when everyone need to wrk sooo hard in order to survive.
I am doing shift wrk n he is doing office hrs...but sumtimes during non- office hrs he still have to go bk to that stupid office.
In order to compromise...we alwaz have to meet each other although we r oredi so tired after wrk.
I alwaz tot tat having sat off is the best..but now is wrong again....
he is sick but STILL sat have to go bk 4 meeting.
YES! i admit that i am pretty pissed..tats becoz i wish i have more time spent with him.
The blissful thing is he has got better temper than me ... when i need to wrk on sat n sun , he neva complain or get angry. BUT if he needs to wrk on weekends... i will get pissed.
Is soo hard 4 me to have weekends off, n i do treasure it VERY much!
Furthermore that i am a very outdoor n active person.. i wish to go out n play if i have the time.
i cant imagine if my husband is a wrkaholic ..... i guess we will divorce easily.
1:06 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
finnaly my nite shift is over..... dun have to tahan anymore...aiyooo..........
weird things is happening ard me...... n mks me feel quite...erm...eee.....dunno wat wrd to describe! anyway i hope all these cum to an end!
not even me ,... alot pple geeting irritated oredi....-_-''
deary is at bintan now... :( sooo envy! he alwaz get the chance to travel n eat gd food! i think he is njoyin his job...which is gd loh!
really " tong ren bu tong ming "
Everyday he juz sit in front of a com n a ph....makin ph calls... having meeting n filings! BUT he get the chance to try delicious food in hotels....viewing diff special rooms in 4-5 stars hotels...get chance to go overseas n see the other side of the world!!!!
no scoldings or blaming frm boss...coz is his uncle! koaz! gd life sia!!!
ME? i have to run up n down for patients... helping them here n tere as they r total dependent... wiping n cleaning them up everyday,makin sure they r doing fine.
Rushing everyday for discharges n admissions... in that messy n NOT resourceful ward!
BUT STILL... when we tried our best to wrk...being fast , effecient n polite plus caring n helpful!!! we still get scoldings...sumore frm everywhere... :(
FROM drs, sisters, colleagues , parents n sumtimes even patients themselves...
ARGH! sad!
hmp....me n my dearest colleague is stress over the same tin... wahaha! sumtin to b not proud of..haiz!
me gona go...update again..this is the place i can vent my frustation ...waahhaa!!
6:22 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
wahh....another nite shift to go..is suffering! not physically but mentally!!!
disgusting?disgusted?disturbed?irritated?pissed?feel like a fool?
ok...i dunno wat wrd is BEST to describe oredi....
tere's a BIG "phew" when that person left...like i am more free to tok....
want to faint oredi.....
help help.....sumbody save me!!!!
4:33 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
-_-'' so tired.... have to force myself to wake up 2day again...haiz!!!! recently my dear fren denice ask me to sign up to facebook ...haha!quite fun...but ned sumtime to explore ard loh...
n i got a new pet!!!! by the name of puny...wahahaa!i got to earn more money to feed it!
Later got to go wrk again...i m suppose to bath now...BUT I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE WRKIN!
Nowadaz esp. during sch holidays ... the ward has been pretty chaotic....n every staffs in my ward is sick. Wrkin too hard, little rest...n 2 staffs with super big stomach !
My staffs has been taking turns taking MC ... but can c that we r all really drain out..
BUT "SOMEBODY" wu's butt onli knw how to stick on the chair , n mouth ONLI knw how to scold pple, sacasticly say " aiya..our ward census starting to pick up...u all juz wrk a LITTLE BIT harder then all wana tk MC"
KOAZ! THANK U LOH! u r SSOOOOO caring n understanding man!!!
U have neva TRIED to even help out when we r sooo busy ... the BEST u can do is juz to show some concern...IF NOT dun complain when ur staffs is really sick!!!
We r wrkin so hard n in return thats the comment we get back??? OMG....
Recntly alot of my frens is either getting married or getting pregnant... wahaha! sumtin to b happy abt, n felt so blissful!!!
But at the same time , tey have been askin me the same Qs " so when's ur turn??" n i have been answering " not soon lah...no $$$"
1 or 2 times or askin that ...felt sweet n heartwarming.... but it has been ask sooo many times that it felt annoying now!
I dun even knw where i will wrk 1/2 yr later... i dunno when my bf is gonna have $ to get married .... i dun even knw he thinks car / a home is more impt....i dun even knw in future is i n my sisters are married out .. wat abt my parents???staying alone???
i dun even knw if i could have my own dream huse...
i cant c my future yet....dun even wan to or dare to dream....
haiz!!!
10:28 AM
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