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Sunday, September 30, 2007

-___-''' its such a boring day today.... haiz.....
Early morning vacuum n mop the floor then rush out to meet deary.
Watch a movie...though quite funny... but stria8 after that head to his home le....
n Now i at home le....coz he need to bring some tourists to hotel...
wu liao loh....
sian sian sian....my sunday gone....

7:29 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

1:18 AM

ssooo shag...but i love it !!!!
haha!went to ecp with my colleagues...wah!!!1st time we had this kana outing...in my 2 yrs of wrking in 47.....really thanx to dawn! We very nan de have AL, offs n am shift togather...sumore is the staffs that i really like!!!
keke!!! so happy!
me , dongfang n dawn roller blade ....while lili, thao , vangie n lawrence ( vangie's naughty boy!) ride bicycle!
We spend 3 hrs ....roller blading...shiioookkk loh...sweat like hell!!!

lili brought us to 1 area ... where we can catch sea snail....eerrkkk!!!! its so sticky can???i dun even dare to touch it...but i was pretty curious n wana climb nearer to sea water...its rite across those rocks...
Wu knws...the rocks were really slippery that i caught myself cut...b4 i reach the water -_-''
have a gd lesson, a puny stone went rite tru my sole's skin...OUCH!!!
i spend some time digging it out n have to seek DF n dawn's advice to swap it with alcohol swap....
n the feeling is....WOOOOO.....PAINZZZ>>>SHARP 1!!!!!

After tat we have to chiong back to the rental area ....cause its already overtime.me , DF n dawn juz keep blading non-stop....WU KNWS...vangie's kid (7 yrs old) following behind us....with a small tricycle...riding sooo fast n keep shouting "jie jie jie jie!!!"
We din knw it was him...coz we dun expect him to call us in chinese ...
By the time we turn ard n knw it was him...he was oredi penting n very angry with us...
He kept shouting ..coz he lost vangie n lili they all...he was scared n wan us to wait for him....
GUILTY!!! i felt so bad!!!! he cried sumore...heart painz lah!!!
Lucky he was alrite after c-ing vangie!haha!cute little 1!!!

after tat...we went to makan at a seafood restaurant....wwooohhooo.....yummyy!!!!!
The seafood damn fresh loh..esp. the crabs!!so big n fleshy....
n the vege is nice too.....

really njoyed my day this few daz!!!!keke.......can i have more ALs???wahahahaa!

12:58 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

10:36 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

hmpp.....now even blogging oso muz b careful oredi...-_-
1 of my colleague's blog kana seen by others....unfortunately her personally complaints inside her blog has pissed others...so now...even the sisters knw...i think she is gonna b in trouble..haiz!!!!
No privacy in blog too.....sad!!! so now everytin oso muz b xiao xin....

anyway nowadaz i have been sick..arghh!!!almost 3 weeks le...sian...is either sore throat/ flu/ cough..even fever..immune system really low...all these has been buggin me 4 soo long le...
:( now even my preceptee is sick..i think coz of me...dui bu qi...
has been wrkin with her these few daz....n have been doing junior wrk....wana help her write report but she dun wan..wahaha! wana b independent!!!
hopefully she now more confident in her wrk liaoz....juz need more practice n muz knw how 2 tok bk to doctors...

i have this patient in my cubicle....he is dwn syndrome...but i like him...he is obedient n cute!haha....he can cheer up my daz, his parents aint tkin gd cr of him..sad!
i guess is not easy to tk cr of him too, ke lian de!!!
hopefully he can b alrite....his health condition not gd lohzzzz....dun wan to have another sad story!

4:46 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

"HELP!!!! i wana go back to ward 47" " ok.....i ren 1st...nvm" " aiping...muz tahan..." " cool cool...juz breathe in n out...relax" "F***, B****, idiot, *(&*^%$%&%*(*)"
-__-'' all these has been going through my brain again n again since i start wrk at 7am. IRRITATED>>FRUSTATED...really!!!
I am deploy to ward 96 today...its a A class ward..single bedded with nice view, environment , own fridge , TV , a big sofa n personal washroom.....
BUT the patient n family members tere...SUX to the core!!!!!
They are selfish, nasty n irritating, think BIG of themselves, proud, inconsiderate ....haiz....

After this experience ... i really kana wakes me up, i am thinkin shld i leave ward 47 n go to a private hospital. If i cant stand the A class patients attitude , then dun tok abt going to a private hospital.
i guess i can meet more F pple out tere... :(

I was asked to nurse this dubai patient in that ward today....juz becoz they r so hard to handle n ask for soooo many advantages....sister T. decided to transfer them to ward 96.
But the thing is ward 96 staffs are not peadiatric train...therefore... they wan us to go n nurse them tere. such a BIF F*** rite????
This dubai parents expect everytin to b done in their way... EVERYTIN...
They think they knw alot regardin the child's condition.... they treat nurses like slave! really...they expect u to do sumtin, they will juz ORDER u to do it. n if u dun follow immediately...they point fingers at u , n start shouting!
This line is wat i get frm the dad 2day
" hey u!!! ( standin up...fingers pointing at me) , when the mum say dun sponge the baby... u dun touch the baby, i am the decision maker here. u dunno anytin, u dun stand here. u juz listen to wat i say"
wah!!!pissed , angry...hurt!!! the mum is the 1 wu wans me to sponge the baby at 1st...the mum dun even bother to explain n get me into truble 4 nthin!!! Sister J. is oso the cause of this scoldin oso..haiz!!!!! long story... dunno how to type the long story here....

Hopefully i wun go bk to that ward again...scary!!! i rather b VERY busy in 47....
yesterday i juz went to temple n pray....hope that my career can b smooth..n now today this kana thing happen to me !!y like tat??? plus that J. is really haunting me!!!
-__-'' how???? where shld i go after leaving nuh????
haixxxxx

4:16 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

:)... yesterday was noon shift.... though me n dong dong very busy...juz becoz of 1 patient but it was ok.... i m willing to b busy with him, coz i really pity him.he's a gd boy..very obedient n pain threshold very high...he wunt have to go tru soooo much if the doctors believe in wat the nurses say...
After his operation, he hasnt been doing well...not recovering well, i have inform the surgeons b4 that he shld start on any fluid drinkin yet...i ask them to examine the stomach ..but they juz take my wrds too lightly...
Not even me...the rest of my colleagues told the surgeons b4 too... but none of them tk our wrds seriously..neva tk any actions to his worsening of condition .. end up he has to go for another op now. haiz!!!! sad!!!!
His mother is very nice too.... i believe child with gd discipline n nice parents ...the child will recover fast n well...really!!!! i have see sooo many examples. If parents is gd...child willing to tahan pain n cooperate with nurses...they recover fast!
Those with nasty parents n purposely mk things difficult..they children will suffer too.

Yesterday 1 of the onco patient pass away ... sad! can see the relatives n her parents r really upset,my colleagues in cancer ward were busy settling the funeral n stuffs for them...
When i went in to look at the poor kid face..she's sooo pale.
Life is soo fragile....
Another patient in PICU pass away too....she's actually a siblings of 1 of my patient in my ward.Tat ger is onli 7 years old..she had some brain infection... its soo bad that it took her life away.
Hungry ghost festival is juz over.. n i guess they juz receive 2 fragile souls...at least they dun have to suffer anymore....

Thats the life in hosp...we have patients getting well..n discharges everyday...
At the same time..we have children getting very sick n admitted.
n Of crse we have those children wu's life condition is in danger ....

Though we have to face so much..we cant b too emotionally affected until we cant function.Our heart sinks when patient not doing well, Heart beat goes fast until it may reaches 100+++ when patient suddenly turn bad ...feel helpless when we cant do anytin but wait for their time to b up...BUT STILL we have to b strong n b able to handle the situation.

Is not easy being in this nursing line..... its a gift.

Anyway previously i am still thinkin if i have becum more materialistic..hahahaaa!!!
But after i see all this happening in the ward...i think wats most impt is being happy myself.
Dun wana care wat others say abt me ... coz i cant pleased every1 .. like not every1 can pleased me too. every1 handle things in different way...
No matter HOW BAD my life is ....

AT LEAST>>>>>>>i have a sweet bf wu dotes on me alot (most impt de)
i have a career which i choose to be
i have a complete family
i have a proper huse to live in
i have a fren whom i can go to when i wana cry
i have colleagues wu remembers my bday n i njoy wrkin with
i have money in my bank..( not alot but at least can eat proper meals)
i have relatives n cousins wu alwaz laugh n play 2gather
i have a computer to blog n complain everyday....

i guess my life is much better than alot of pple liao.... i juz wan a simple life.... :)
Thank u God!

4:44 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

yesterday went to makan alot alot with mei n den...wahahaa!!!eat until we wana vomit...the pcitures in the menu is sssooooo tempting....end up we ordered alot...but din realized that is all chicken !!!wahahaaaa!!! so we end up eating, bolied n fried chicken..-_-''
Today mei is suppose to have AL ... she said sister expected her to go back to wrk today for depolyment. To go to another ward to wrk double shift, frm 7am-7.30pm....n the sister mention that she will call her again yesterday to inform her if she really needs to b back for wrk.
so mei waited n waited...she cant eat with peace... coz she feels so xian to go bk to wrk..sumore double shift. until 9.30pm... sister din call her back.

If its me ... i will not call back to ask if i need to go bk...if sister din call me ... then that her problem.coz its her responsibilty to call me if she wants me to b back.furthermore, y do i have to b back during my AL to deploy to another ward??? y cant their own ward pple wrk double shift or even call bk their own ward gers????When mei ask for her AL...she need to beg for it...when sister needs her..she expect her to b bk anytime. Wat kind of treatment is this???
I told mei, if i am her...i will not pick up the phone...or juz said that i am overseas... i am authorise to have AL..cant i take a break with peace??? u din pay me extra if i am nice enugh to go bk wat.

Then mei give this comment that i am getting more n more materialisic...-__-'' am i ??? i dunno oso....but i juz feel that if pple treat me nice...i can b even nicer to that person. If he/she treats me badly n tk me 4granted, wats the point of being so nice to them???
I have tried being so nice some of my close frenz in the past. in the end they juz turn ard n suddenly dun even bother to contact me for no reasons..even if i ask me wat did i do wrong ... they din ans. Onli when they needs me then they msg me. sad!!!!
Imagine if u have a angel with u ... she protects u n give u wateva u wants... but 1 day when she finds that u r getting 4 granted n more greedy with wat u expect her to give...of crse she will stop granting u ur wishes too.itapplies the same mah...
my character n attitude change???i dunno...mayb???is it gd or bad???i dunno too.....
if i change..its due to environment i guess....i juz wana protect myself....am i materalistic???i hope i am not...haiz!!!!

11:25 AM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIPING :)
Haha!i feel so blessed during my bday this year..really!this year is actually better than last year...coz i get the chance to celebrate with my colleagues....
n lotsa pple msg me at 12mn to wish me happy bday ....is "got heart" 1 loh...xia xia ni men!!!!so sweet!!!!!
Let me share sum of my joy with u all!!!!

This is taken during nite shift...hehe...actually i bought the cake ..wana celebrate with the afternoon shift gers too..but the ward was too choatic...
nvm... i still njoyed myself..keke!!!

10:02 AM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

: ( i am having cough now...so xin ku....n its my bday soon..i din wana b sick on tat day lehx..
for the pass few daz in wrk have been really really busy..my combination with my preceptee aint too gd..continuously for 2 daz i have to go dwn for sedation...leaving her alone in the ward, taking care of 12 patients. Pretty worried of her , have to call back the ward n mk sure she's ok.

On Mon , Once we tk over, we have 1 patient gota go dwn for sedation at 8am ...( the best thing is tere's NO CONSENT) ...i was rushing to call the Dr's to get a consent n preparing for the sedation.At the same time i have another patient with 2 chest tube...1 africian Dr said he die die oso wana off that chest tube STAT...-_-....
At the same time..i have the other asthma patient whu suddenly turn bad...it seems like she really cant breath n start to look drowsy...Dr Goh say wana push to icu ...
AAHHH!!!!!!its juz when we tk over ok!!!!!We haven finish takin our 8am parameters..we haven sponge our patients , we haven serve our 8am medications ! faintzzzzzz........
When i was back frm icu... tere's another boy juz admitted for Scan again...
he came in at 9 plus n scan is supposed to b 10am...Thank u ar!!!AGAIN..i have to rush to look for his notes n get everytin else prepared again...
The doctors rounds is ssooo slow, discharges were done ssooo late...coz onli 1 houseman is ard...
Basically the whole day me n dawn were rushin ard...
however we managed to do everytin b4 we passover!!!!!!!!!!

On tues, another choatic day... 1 patient < 1mth old , walk into the ward at 9.15am...scan is at 9.30am...
feel like scolding the parents loh, AGAIN...rush to insert urine cath , set plug , prepare sedation stuffs n make sure consent n all the forms is up. 15 mins n expect everytin to b done??? furthermore onli consider 1 houseman is ard ...coz the rest all totally new!!!! "vomit blood"
Luckily this time rd...dawn is smarter...she stria8 away leave the child in the room n expect the Drs to do everytin stat...wahahaaa!!!!!li hai li hai!!!!
manage to go dwn for scan at 9.45am. The scan itself took ard 45 mins....then stria8 go to another scan again( for the same baby ) n when its our tuen..the radiogist said the catheter not inserted properly...so i called the drs frm the ward n waited for her to cum n insert it again...
aiyoyoyoo...i onli went back to the ward at 12 plus...this baby's scan can used up my 3 hrs..-__-''
When i reaches the ward..can see dawn face stress until dunno like wat liao. juz manage to help out abit here n tere.
haiz...alwaz give me n dawn combos....but is gd too lah. She can learn alot...coz when she's a staff herself..this will happen too...
jia you jia you...everyday got surprises!!!!haha!

10:23 AM

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Name : Janelle
Bday: 8th sep 1984
Horoscope : Virgo
Occupation : Slave in NUH
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