Saturday, February 24, 2007
Happy new year happy new year :)
did all of u njoyed ur new year??? of crse i njoyed mine!!! hehe...same routine every year..but i am still njoying it! With my cousins ard, neva lack of laughter n fun ! plus this year, my deary join us..it mks it more colourful !!!
My aunty stomach getting bigger n bigger.. new year will have another new comer!yeah!
haiz...the alignment of the photos damn weird...tries to change but cannot...nvm....i need to rush to wrk liao...NJOY PPLE!!!
9:20 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
its 5.34am now..... 17/2/07... wahhh....chinese new year eve loh!!!!i have been waiting for this day...coz finally tomorrow is mr rest day...ever since my nite shift i onli have 1 sleeping day n have to go back to wrk the nxt day,.. tired oredi..can tahan until today oredi not bad!!!
This morning still have several sponging to do loh...argh!!!every morning have to rush for sponging..but feel sad for them , coz they r sooo sick that they cant get discharge to go home n celebrate new year with family...haiz! n yesterday i dreamt of telling my frens a story of 1 of my patient...sad case lah!!! a pretty young teenager who is so healthy end up paralyse n have to depend on device to breath because of 1 stupid bicycle accident..haiz!!!
nvm...its new year ...EVERYTIN shld start fresh again...hopefully work will get beta, more $$, less wrk n less scolding..hahaha!! I WISH!!! hmm....i hope that i will have a higher level of tolerance , more patience , extra knowledge, more smile .... less irritation frm the FLOWERS, less hatred in my heart, less complains .....
:) ok..i m gonna work!!! everyday ..happy new year!!! :) njoy this fresh year!!!
5:34 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Was on nite with yvonne past 2 daz...not bad lah...at least we got the chance to sit dwn n makan...was really lucky that we din have much admissions...oz the on- call HO, can really suck our blood....he tok so much, but do tings soooooooooooooooo slow n messy..argh!!! my patient admit for more than 2 hrs...case still not clerk! lucky the mother din make a big fuss loh!!!
Anyway yesterday onli slept for 4 hrs n went on a date ... hehe....celebrate advance V day with deary.... our shedule is so tight that we have no time to really celebrate ..sad rite???tats the life of s'pore...sumore both of us are of uniform group..sianzzz!!!
He bought me a necklace...i love it man!!!!hehe....can replace the ols 1..which a accidentally broke it pass few daz ago...
nice??? i love it...i seriously do..thank u dear...
10:44 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
hmp.....i start to hate pple wu r bias.... but cant deny that pple tends to b bias...argh!mayb even me myself..but at least i dun show it too obviously!
At wrk ... i have oredi get use to it, but at home??? yesh...get use to it oredi, since young...he is oredi like tat...but the thing i cant tahan until now is..he show it too obviously...haiz!
N.. he likes to cum to me n say"oh!i thought u r her" -_-'' we r DIFFERENT ok!
4get it.....beta stop here b4 any1 cums to me n give me a lesson...
anyway i saw my cousin in the bus 2 daz ago..wah!!! happy loh...the last time i saw him was during new year...can really sit dwn n tok 2 him, get some updates frm him n realize that he has changed.. becum more mature , at least not ah beng anymore..wahahahaa!!! n ..can see that he cares 4 his bro n gf..keke!
Valentine day is approaching ..but not too excited at all... coz that day i am on Training leave!!!bloody!!!i actually request 4 leave that day .. but sister put me on TL...irritating loh! PURPOSELY!!! instead of going out with my bf... i m kissing a mediqueen ..(hehe..i dunno how 2 spell)
its .. 10.45 oredi...got to rush to wrk again..:( wrkin with P today...pray that everytin will go smooth 2day...
10:34 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Help me tell him that i m sorry.... help me tell him that i knw i dun derserve his help but i really need him now....tell him that i am helpless n need a little blessings ...
Tell him how badly i cant handle my stress anymore ...
Help me tell him that . there's a ger waiting 4 his rescue now....
Tired tired tired.... i m serious... i cant tk it anymore... i feel that i am gonna change to another person if i cont wrkin tere. I used to b a person with gd temper n positive attidue... but becoz of this job ... i have becum so short tempered n negative. Pple have been askin me to try n see this in a different view...b more positive ..blar blar blar....but is really hard to b able to do that in that blooody ward!
I have already tried my best in my wrk... but wat i gain back is alwaz scoldin plus blaming . Other than the pay n that stupid bond ... there is no other reason that i wana cont wrkin there.
Nowadaz keep thinkin of ways of breaking bond...even borrowin money frm my uncle...or even bank...all possibilities, But i guess that will affect my parents too.haiz....
help.....i am going crazy....
10:10 AM
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haiz...the alignment of the photos damn weird...tries to change but cannot...nvm....i need to rush to wrk liao...NJOY PPLE!!!
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