Thursday, January 25, 2007
ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN MY BOSS ANYMORE!!! if onli i got the $ to pay of the bond..i will juz give a resignation letter right away ...show a middle finger to her n leave!!!!
She's selfish , lazy n irresponsible!!! she onli thinks of herself...
In the ward, she aint helping at all, instead she create more trouble when she is ard... onli knws how to open her mouth complaining abt EVERY particulars things .ALWAZ saying that alot of things hasnt been done... but she got NO EYES to see that we r juz too busy to keep the ward tidy n clean...so many procedures everyday, so many visitors , medical students , doctors n patients..how she expect us to keep the ward tidy AT ALL TIMES???
So many things that we need to use everyday .. but stocks are alwaz insufficient, its her responsibilty to order actually, but now she's blaming us of not stocking up the things ...BLOODY!
Its disgusting enugh that she is not helping us at all in the ward, n now she's not even bothering abt our ALs request n not doing our roster on time!!! When we tok to her abt AL , is either she run away, give sarcastic remarks... or juz "fu yan" us saying that our AL will b approve...
Then onli when roster is up...she will give comments like"sorry dear, not enugh staff to wrk...u have to wrk" BULL SHIT! instead is she allow the staffs that she likes on leave loh!!!
EVERY time i see her, i feel like killing her ... i could imagine arrows frm my eyes shooting at her!!!
COMIN to wrk late, going home early.... n ONLI the mouth wrks.....ER XIN >>> ER XIN >>> ER XIN!!!!we are nurses ... not a slave of hers!!!
Army is disgusting too...alwaz give last min orders...they juz send pple overseas as n when they like...keep changing plans n giving broken promises.....
y cant bosses give us some respect???
10:55 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
At home now...boring...getting weaker n weaker nowadaz....ever since i was sick after my nite shift last month...haven really fully recover til now..the doctor's medication is not effective at all.sore throat n flu keep irritating me... getting sick n tired of my own health oredi...
i think if i tk MC again... my ward sister is gonna kill me !!!
The ward is getting more n more crazy nowadaz... i thot after sch holidaz it shld get beta ... BUT is not loh...is still bad! during my nite shift there i there is abt 5 asthma cases... they are either on 2hrly/ hrly or even 1/2 hrly nebulizer!! furthermore... they arent cooperative at all....argh!!!!
ITs more jia lat when the HO is not helping to review the patient... i have been giving 1/2 neb tru out my nite shift...almost 10hrs..can u believe it??? which means i have more than 20 times of neb for juz 1 patient..*faint*
suppose to go out with dongz today.... but too tired to go out...if i dun rest 2day... i dunno if 2moro i can go wrk anot...tian ar!!!! when is this miserable life gonna end???
12:42 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
running nose...block nose...fever..sore throat!!! TERRIBLE! have beem going tru all these since new year!!!*faint*guess 2007 is a sick year 4 me...have been tryin to preserve myself ..so that i could wrk, But after my nite shift , really cant tk it anymore..fever spike high , plus having bad flu oredi..took mc yesterday.
Called bk the ward n inform sister that i am on mc...she sound unhappy...wat to do? she thinks i njoy being sick???The more i wrk there... the moe i hate that place..coz pple dun appreciate wat u do!No encouragement frm bosses...she's alwaz complaining that we din do this or that well enugh...patient's parents claiming that we arent giving gd"services" !!!
Cannot tk it when they mention this wrd in the ward... This is a hosp!!not a restaurant or hotel...i dun think SERVICE is a wrd to describe!!! It doesnt mean that u pay more money ..u shld get more attention or service.. it shld depends on how sick ur child it , that deserve our attention.Furthermore, we have onli 1 nurse : 12 patients, if ALL the patients needs all the attention..how r we gonna cope???
i hate it when my boss said"no matter how busy or tired u r, if u doesnt finish ur wrk, u jolly well stay bk n do" BLOODY HELL!!! She doesnt understand how bad we are doing durin nite shift, then she juz pop out this irritating remark!!!it doesnt seems that when she cant finish doing our roster..she will stay bk n do..instead she went on AL!!
IRRIATING!!!
BAD BOSS !!! i am gonna leave tere....
10:07 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Upset...disappointed....heart sank...pissed off...angry....hopeless....
All of this appears when i heard of a irritating news... hate it but tere's nothing i can do but accept it.. cannot throw temper , cannot complain but have to try my best to accept it within a few seconds!!!
I guess every1 hate the feeling of disappointment... n ME? OF CRSE i do too...n is to the extreme... i cried easily when i felt disappointed, tats becoz i alwaz pin high hopes on my dreams .
Now .. shld i cont to pin high hopes n get great disappointment again? or juz give up on dreams so that i wun have any disappoinment???
haha...dunno wat i tokin already...shall stop dreaming...
11:53 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
aaRRgghh!! JAN 4th... will neva 4get this day....suay until!!! dunno how 2 describe...
My patient actually absconded from my ward...tian ar!!!search high n low for him, ask security and police for help.Treid multiple times to contact the father ... is either he hang up my ph, line engaged or no1 pick up!!* puck blood loh* Since 3pm missing....gace up lookin for him at 4 plus...onli at 6pm, his mum called up and said he's oredi at home...* faint* sooo pissed of with him ... mk me busy 4 nthing! in the end still have to put up EHOR...ARGHH!!!!
2nd thing... i accidentally spill a bottle of water on meds trolley...hahaha!becum waterfall on all the meds casttee... have to clean them up n mop the fall ( juz have to admit that..it wasnt my day that day..juz took a deep breath n swallow it dwn)
finally today's morning shift manage to pull tru... am off 2moro...going to widya's chalet later...
phew...sumtin relaxing!
anyway my cousin juz send me another chalet photo n i love it...share it with u all ok...
3:56 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
ssoooo long neva blog le....today is 1.1.2007...eww.....cannot use to typing 2007..weird!
the last day of 2006 was not a gd 1..sad...coz am having fever plus stomach cramp...felt ssooo weak that i have no mood to do anytin , n the wrse is..i am actually at a chalet, spoil sport loh....
But was blissful that my cousins n dear was with me.. managed to laugh n joke quite a lot, din go to wild wild wet with them but went to escape theme park...hehe...
I love my cousins....of crse i love my dear too...great start of the year!
Went to fetch my uncle at airport... i spent my countdwn in a car loh...last yr was a bus... so nxt yar will b a ship??? wahahaa!Got to rush 4 wrk today again...pple, this new year pray that all hospital will b illed with happiness ok..hehe :)
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