Monday, November 28, 2005
:) 2day is me n my dear's 5th mth...waahhh...time flies man!we gonna b 2gather for half a year liao...wwoooo.....Really Thank God 4 him..if it wasnt him , my life will b so boring , everyday go wrk , eat and slp.Onli once in a while meet close fren n makan .At least now i have sumtin to look 4ward to...though its onli weekends..
Yesterday i went to 1 of his army fren huse...the moment when i step into his huse ..my reaction was "tian ar!!!!Is this a hotel or am i in a dream???"his huse is SOOOO gorgeous...i thot onli in taiwan then i will get to c this kana aparment..u know those huse that taiwan ou xiang ju (like F4 "Dao ming shi's" huse, or the "wang zi bian qing wa " the dang ou huse..) tian ar!
i was admiring then suddenly feel very pressurize ... n walk very cautiously ...coz i was worried that i will b clumsy n hit onto sumtin ...end up payin tons of money...scary man!If i am his gf ... i will surely feel pressurize..they sure expect wat "men dang hu dui"aiyo!
his mum was askin me wat job i m doing ...n i told her i am a nurse...then his mum start sayin his son shld at least have a doctor gf...gosh!wats wrong being a nurse man?lucky i dun admire his son at all.haha!
anyway me pass my probation loh!fast huh?within 4 mths...bo bian !my sister keep pushin me to pass up asap..cannot tk it man!happy tat i pass....so sister wun bug at me anymore
but add on to pressure too...coz tat means i need to b more independent n i need to b responsible in wateva i do....scary!n my sister ask if i would like to go another ward..i think 4 awhile n start to realise that i will miss a few of my colleagues if i go off...so i decided to stay!hehe....i starting to prefer my ward that i used to hate so much in the past.Really wana Thank those staffs that treat me nice :)
10:17 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
arhg!so xian...later got to go wrk again!yesterday was my off daz...but i go bk to hosp due to checklist ...sister expect us to hand up the checklist by yesterday ..so irritating!Anyway yesterday i was almost at hm the whole day ....SO boring man...tried to ask my kaki out ,but all diff shift....aiyo!suay lah!got off on weekdaz...tian ar!
i was soo bored that i took out all the pass photos....i still prefer sec sch life....so naive n simple,we do crazy things 2gather....now i realize that snap shot pictures are more precious...they capture the natural actions..keke!
i miz me n char stupid dance , a few of us sitting at tbp laughin 4 nthin , we buy food and eat in artroom...chattin n singin ...dily daly doing our art batik,peggy's singin in music class that mk whole class break into laughter ,our class stay bk 4 accounts tution frm yihan,huiyun ... juz becoz Ms shirin dun teach well...our class help each other n have the same goal of passing our N level n go to same class in sec 5.Our class score well...including joanna n chunfei that mks whole class hug n break into tears 2gather...
Not onli did we fight in studies , we fight in sports too...our whole class join in swimmathon n won champion . We stay back after sch to do our flag 4 swimmathon , to practise our cheers n plan wat we shld do to mk our class stand out tat day. We wrk hard 2gather, play hard togather, we share tears n laughter... I MIZ 5J :(
9:52 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
:) morning every1 ... later got to c dear again...wahaha!yesterday oredi spend whole day with him le ... keke.
btw yesterday went to celebrate adine's bday ..though it cost me a bomb lah..but i think is all worth it .. 1stly its her 21st bday , 2ndly , she's not my very close fren BUT she alwaz bring laughter to me whenever 1 see her.We went to tian tian huo guo and makan ... the place is nice n spacious .. can contain 12 person in 1 table..not bad liao lah!But the food..ermz..alrite onli loh..
After makaning we went to esplanade ,adine's fav place i guess...when i am out with her , we alwaz end up tere.I hope she really njoyed herself .
At esplanade i heard some comments frm 1 of my close fren n it juz irritates me lah!i dunno how i shld describe my feelings ... erm...angry+ irritated+disappointed+worried...aiya..alot lah!
i admit i m not a gd sis ... or instead i shld say not even a sis to her ...n if becoz of this it will affect my relationship with my frenz then i have got nthin to say lah.... coz tere's nthin tat i can do . explain further oso no use. Mayb she shld reflect y i treat her this way n not to the other sis.
ok fine...i mayb over reacting ... wateva !beta stop here .
9:34 AM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
*yawn* i m soo sleepy .. the weather is so nice man...but tryin 2 tahan lah...coz if i slp now ..i dunno i will end up wakin up at wat time 2moro man..mayb 4am?haha
yesterday was quite choatic in the ward ... VERY busy loh...with 3 admission..n 2 of them have to do SO many procedures n both parents are really difficult...haiz!CTI lah!sister amajeet frm another ward have 2 personally come n insert NG tube for the kid herself...so special huh!aiyo!this kana pple so yaya..dun cum hospital lah!
it has been so shag nowadaz tat my pimples are all popping out :( tian ar!!!!esp after the nite shift....i hate nite shift lah!n its oredi wed 2day ..onli 1 and a half day more 2 recover...howhow how?i m not gonna meet him then...
6:57 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
hey yo!actually i am suppose to go wrk le ...but hehe....too bad lah..dun have the mood to go wrk..so nvm...late abit lah.anyway me juz spend 8 hrs of "wang zi bian qing wa" vcd!gosh....its so nice loh...tian ar!i dun mind spendin whole day watchin it...but so sad...time's up..i gtg wrk le...sad!the story line is juz soo....erm..how 2 describe leh...soo......fairy tale..how i wish i can b like the female lead...sooo xin fu..the male lead is soo sweet lah!wahaha!ooppsss...too much tv program...i am dreaming oredi.
keke...anyway yesterday me went to my relative wedding dinner...tian ar!Is juz another fairy tale happening in real life ... the bride n groom soo xin fu...the video tape that they play during the dinner is sooo sweet loh..and i am tere start dreaming again!n guess wat..they onli know each other for 1 yr plus..i really wana knw , where's the yong qi that my relative decide to marry the groom . how she knws that he's really the Mr rite in her life leh?keke...
k lah...me gtg wrk le...actually i m kana scared knw!n having headache now...tian ar!k lah..i need some encouragement frm him leh...:(
5:25 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
i am ...... haiz.....dunno lah..not in a gd mood actually....
He aint doing well ... but this shldnt b the reason y he could say things tat hurt me.i have been trying my best not to throw temrupts when he cant bk out..keep reminding myself to b understandin . i can tk it when he cant bk out , i can tk it when he got no time to call me ,I can tk it when my own colleagues say things that i dun like...cause they dunno me well and tey dunno wat i dun like to hear... but sum1 so dear to me juz hurt me.Pple might tk it as a joke n think is funni....but its not funni to me at all.i dunno y .... but i am super sensitive to this ...
he is the 1 wu told me that my colleagues are bad abt teasin me ... but now he is the 1 repeating the same thing.
And i have to show that it dun affect me at all coz he oredi aint doing well ...
:( no mood no mood no mood!!!!
10:27 PM
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