Tuesday, August 30, 2005

yesterday wrk was like hell lah!i onli get to go hm at 9pm loh....sumore nurses got no OT pay 1!cox !!!i dun blame pris at all lah..if i were in her situation...i believe all the tins were undone too...juz blame the system lah!once i reach tere..can feel the tense le...haven even rvc any report..i oredi start discharing 2 pts...sumore 1 of them is demandin 1...n the other 1 ..wound is expose ..dressing not done yet..tian ar!Nxt ... after receving report frm pris , realize that tere is a new pt wu was juz bk frm Operating theatre ..n no1 knew abt it.plus...i have got 1 pt to transfer to ward 45..n another pt suddenly wana upgrade n have to transfer to ward 48. After i came back frm this 2 tansferring ...tere are 1 more new admission which suppose to need op immediately n need to put up IV hydration n antibiotics . BUT when i nicely inform the father that his child need to b put up on this 2 tins.(after i have prepared everytin) he juz say a "no" n refused to allow me to touch his child...n juz said tat his child dun wana lie dwn ...so i ask him if he would like to change to a big bed so he could lie dwn with the child ...he juz replied "dun bother"tian ar!how er xin can a man b ?
When i finally got time to write report...the other pt wana get discharge again...n got to discharge her asap..b4 the mother blow up...Nxt is the other new admission again!!!DR frank c the pt n the father was unhappy abt certain tins n wana get discharge immediately.)then they cum hosp 4 wat ????)..becoz of these kana idiotic pple ..i got to settled that again!haiz!
after settling everytin...when i wana write my report..the doctors dunno y ... huggin my casenotes n doing the second doctor rds again!*(*&&*%$^%$*(*)))*%%$$%#!!!!!WTH!lucky LILI was with me yesterday ..if not i sure break dwn 1!wrkin in this line can really c how picky n unreasonable a human can b!they pay little ..expect perfect n A class service...of crse there are really nice pple..but gettin lesser in this society lah..sad!n yesterday was my ward HO last day ...SAD!!!!though he is a bit blur n slow at times but he is definitely nicer than toher female HO...:( at least he doesnt bully me ...
2day will b a beta day rite???God help me ...:(

9:45 AM

Monday, August 29, 2005

yesterday mood was terrible lah..2day beta abit..slp wake up...hopefully it will b a brand new day
in future...patient upon discharge ,i will not ask the patient to call anymore..i will call them myself.n i will check the IV dosage accurately ...n i will try my best to help my juniors if i can!this is the 3 tins i wana promise myself ..i will try my best!!!yesterday b4 i wrk i actually pray to God tat i wana learn sumtin new ..but i neva expect tat he will let me learn in a hard way...aiyo!haha..nvm lah...at least i gain sum experience..
..Dreamt of all my cousins n dear.dun even feel like wakin up actually..kana miz my cousins man!the last time i saw them was like mths ago loh....
i cant wait to c them man!n i cant wait to c my ah gu gettin married too...xin fu is on his way...keke

10:31 AM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

:( tian ar!2day juz sux lah.....sux to the core...get bully by patients...now i know how huiting feel when she kana complain by her patient loh!haiz!3 patients upon discharge but.. 3 oso got problem 1.1 patient neva call his family upon discharge..the other 1 refuse to go hm ..complaining abt the poor service we have in hosp... juz becoz i din call her n inform her tat her daughter is discharge...is tere anytin wrong when her child who is 10+ yrs old to call her n tell her she's discharge?does she need my voice so badly?haiz!the other pt complain of chest pain upon discharge when she looks perfectly alrite..running n hopping ard the ward...juz refuse to go hm...sickening lah!b4 the get admittin again..the think i will juz knock myself against the wall n get admitted myself...n my ward HO failed to serve her medi...which will possibly caused medication error...pt complaining od abdo pain n she doesnt seem to care.
n i was so blur that i put up the wrong IV ... tian ar!everytin pile up in 1 shift can die 1 leh!lucky got huiting help me a bit...n fortunate enugh..sister J not tere today..phew!
hopefully 2moro will b beta!

5:18 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

aaahhh.my whole body is achin man!esp. my legs...tian ar!very very long dun have this kana feeling liaoz!shit!i m old am ....deteriorating le :( yesterday went to jog after i wake up ..my stamina n strenght drop like siao man!n is damn hot lah...if i were to jog with cj now..i sure end up in hosp.so disappointed with myself !!! however i did sweat!(of crse rite?) haha!it was kana shiok lah..i cant remember when was the last time i perspire soo much man!i miz beaches ...i miz swimming ... i miz badminton...i miz joggin with mei n cj ...i miz playin bball with widya n all...i miz times in tioman :( basically i miz the past!seriously!yesterday i dreamt of alot of pple!my cousins, brenda n sum1 frm the superstar n widya n sashi n veron!hahahaha!weird combination huh?n we were at tioman....i dun even wana wake up man!onli after sum1 appear in my dream...then i wake up..keke!
n after joggin , me went home n do LOTS of husewrk...keke...after tat went shopping with den!hehe...both a no. of things yesterday..haha!25th pay day mah...but neva manage to get myself any tops lah...coz nowadaz the tops all so lacy n flowery..haiz!
2day is finally sat!however weekends alwaz pass fast..... k lah..me gtg n prepare 4 wrk le.....

9:45 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

aaargghhh!!i m sooo disappointed with my com lah...really going crazy liao..tian ar!even the MSN got prob now..tink its dying soon....sian man!it really test my patience ...sumtimes have to restart the com millions times!~
anyway as usual ...nthin much happen in my life lah..same old tin..wrk n wrk n wrk...n of crse SJ start her nuisance again...she will neva fail to irritate pple lah...nowadaz i dun even bother to listen to her or even ans her back...juz knock my head n pretend to b very busy..avoid ANY eye contact with her!
yesterday dreamt of sumtin very funny...hahaha!think i miz den too much lah!i dreamt that we were both doing sumtin like treasure hunt..so bo liao..i cant cant recall y i start crawling on the floor...tian ar!keke...
2day wed le...will i b gettin his call a not..aiyo......actually numb liao lah...juz 2 more weeks.....
:)

7:33 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

i m sooooo sian lah....waiting to go wrk again....chattin with char now...n find out tat s'porean very ke lian..quality of life is real low!we r juz like robots loh..if there's 100% in life.ink abt 75% we spend in wrk, 20% studying, 5% playin...how sad can it b ?haha.
anyway i hate myself today!i neva check my ph yesterday nite :( n i din realize is low batt...i tink it juz auto off in the middle of the nite..n this morning i cant rvc dear's call...OH GOD!argh!y am i alwaz so careless..haiz!now have to wait til wed le...lucky i am on noon shift this 2 daz...time will fly faster!
yesterday was sooo slag in the ward lah..haha!i can even got time to call dear n blog n check frenster..keke!ward without sister is heaven loh!
ysterday my ward sister told me i am cnfirm havin off on the 6th n 8th sep...tats the most pleasant tin i have ever heard frm her man!n i am REALLY excited abt my bday ..hahaha!i juz hope all my frenz can make it lah, i miz them all!i dun expect any1 to cum with present lah..their presence is oredi a big gift le....
my relative will b here..my frenz will b here..n the best is dear will b here...!!!!i m actually kan chiong now.haha!the onli tin i m worry is ..he will feel odd..haha!
oh yah ....would like to leave a msg here 4 my fren huiting.
hey huiting..i knw u r damn upset abt that idiotic pt's complain lah...dun care abt them lah..sum pple juz alwaz think tat they r VERY impt n seeks attention...as long as u feel tat u have really try ur best in ur wrk..then can le.last time i wrk as sales assistant ,oso kana scold by customer b4...scold me in public sumore..he claims tat i neva smile n is consider bad service...the other expericence is the recent 1 lah...SJ scold me coz i neva smile while doing dressing 4 pt.all these pple is juz sickening lah...think the got sum problem n juz seek attention.think they themselves lack of sense of secure ...siao 1!sumtimes i pity these kana pple man..neva get pple's attention but alwaz tryin to seek onli.so xin ku in life.
i believe in future we will meet up with lots of this kana problem lah...society's expectation gettin higher...juz treat it as a warm up now loh...i will surely run away frm nursin 3 yrs later....oh nono..is 2 yrs plus now!stayin longer in this profession..means geetin more wrinkles each day ...n wastin tears too.
so huiting..cheer up ya!:)

10:34 AM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

guess wat!i am in hosp now..hahahaha!bloggin during shift...once in a blue moon man!devi n pris is serving medi now..i wana help...but devi ask me tk a rest..ok lah.the merrier..keke.
2day dear going to book in le...think he shld b on his way to interchange liao....haiz!another 5 daz.....

6:24 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

2day is thursday ...... FINALLY! 2day went for risk management crse....UNFORTUNATELY SJ ( sister J) is the coordinator... :( even durin crse oso muz hear her voice n c her face....other than sickening ,i cant find any other beta wrds...i thot i could run away frm her 4 awhile...haiz!
Heard frm my colleague in the ward sayin that the ward 2day is sooo peaceful n nice to wrk in...coz both sisters not in..OH GOD!y this kana tin dun happen to me man!tian ar!!!!!!
oh yah....u knw wat?i really really find my ward sister more n more perverted! Wed ... i was in the afternoon shift..n suay suay...she's same shift as me lah! Ard 5pm she walk along the corridor shoutin to every1 ... "OEI!y every1 dun wana go 4 break ar?"then she cums to me "AIPING!i have been watchin u ...have been standing here 4 so long n keep on writing report..n refuse to go break...y like tat ar?" i juz ignore her lah.....pervert loh...wu dun wana go 4 break rite???but havent finish our wrk how 2 go rite???really really really cannot tahan her leh!n she quarrel with my another staff nurse too...shoutin to her ,askin her not to ruin her plan ..haha!ridiculous...wu the hell will b tat idiotic to care abt wateva plans she has man!she is juz crazy!ARGH!
hopefully 1 day i will b bold enugh n clever enugh to learn how 2 fight 4 myself ,the nxt time she scold me 4 nthin!
anyway after the crse 2day ...me n huiting went shopping at jurong point...the reason y i wana go is 1stly..can c tat she really feels like shopping..2ndly is becoz i juz simply wan to keep myself busy so tat time will pass faster n 2moro will reach real soon.After i reach hm .... watch superstar...n i shld b slpin now..coz 2moro need 2 wake up n 6.30am..but i cant slp !!!!!how??? :(
think deep dwn inside i m waiting 4 a msg...a msg tat will at least let my heart settle dwn a bit . i dunno if 2moro i will get to meet him anot..mayb he wun even get to book out...or izzit sumtin happen to him?This testing is so lengthy n sian....feel like giving up le......how?

11:22 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

: ( haiz!got to wrk later again !SO SIAN MAN!everyday go wrk is like fightin a battle...so scary n tired..of crse will NEVA eliminate STRESS this wrd...sumore later onli got 2 SN .... tian ar!
btw yesterday went out with widya n sashi...sad man..we went to marina n is like SOOOO quiet..n none of the clothes catch my eye..aiyo!n we went home at ard 8 plus...so early man!
my cousin msg me yesterday .... sayin sumtin very weird...anyway juz wana tell him tat i welcum any1 wu msg me lah...aiyo!n... wish u all the best 4 ur treatment ...u cnfirm will b fine de lah!dun think too much!
k lah..got to go wrk real soon le....

10:37 AM

Monday, August 15, 2005

ARGH!!!! i onli get to blog after i restart my com like 6 times loh...so disappointing!my com is really getting OLD! tian ar! haiz!anyway lucky i am in pretty gd mood 2day....so dint really flare up lah!
yesterday n 2day was gd ... actually can say is satisfate lah...think God has been really looking after me ..Thank God ..has been prayin soo hard everyday .... think my prayers wrk for this 2 daz...i wonder if it wrks for him..wonder how is he now...so used to gettin his msg every morning n call at nite..haiz!my hp so quiet nowadaz
:(
Anyway 2day after wrk went to meet up with CJ n Frenz!waahhhh.... i m so fortunate to have CJ ..coz he help me gather all the kaki ,keke...all i have to do is juz to attend..hahhahahaha!anyway he is free wat ...but is nice of him lah!I miz them soooo much man...i cant even remember when is the last time i meet up with them .. all busy with own life..every1 change a bit .I like going out with them ...though i din tok much..coz their topics is alwaz GUYS topics...sianz!but sumtimes will catch sum interesting conversation frm them...n juz feel safe with them..erm...the feeling hard 2 describe lah....mayb they are all older than me ..then feel very protected!keke!sumore got fazial send me home...BEST! but once get into his van...i m being greeted by 2 small croakoches...tian ar!i was really screaming in my heart man!my heart neva settle dwn until i reach hm.haha!but really nice of him 2 send me home!i like chattin with him ... coz alwaz get sum precious info n advice frm him..tats the gd tin abt havin older frenz...more mature ..
2moro is my off day...so plan 2 slp late 2day even though i m very tired..keke!i dun care!2moro meetin widya n sashi...wooohhoo......got to mk myself damn occupied knw...if not very xin ku n i dun wana waste a min of my off daz!haha!k lah........beta stop here le....5 more daz...

12:21 AM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

歌曲名称：爱很简单

忘了是怎么开始　也许就是对你　有一种感觉

忽然间发现自己　已深深爱上你　真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓　是是非非无法抉择　喔~~

没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随　那个疯狂的人是我　喔~~

I LOVE U 无法不爱你 BABY 说你也爱我

I LOVE U 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快乐　只要能在一起　做什么都可以

虽然　世界变个不停　用最真诚的心　让爱变的简单

I LOVE U 一直在这里　BABY　一直在爱你 Oh ya~

I LOVE U　（yes I do）　永远都不放弃　这爱你的权利

如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴着我的心倾听

听我说着　爱你（yes I do）我爱你

* Frm the past ... i alwaz felt tat this song is soooo sweet....if sum1 sing to me..i sure melt 1...even a ger sing to me .haha!but sum1 juz sang to me tat day ...oooo....*

10:18 AM

Sian sian sian...... its sat 2day n i gotta go wrk....sickening!yesterday slept pretty much ...after i reach hm frm wrk,i was so shag tat i fell asleep within 5 secs i think !but nvm lah..its worth it ..coz the nite b4 ,went to celebrate bday 4 denice.We juz went to swesen n makan...a really short n simple celebration..has been feeling bad abt it ... but too bad lah..me n mei n her schedule really hard 2 pei he.Wana call more frenz..most prob most are wrkin .
Yesterday SUX lah...quarrel with 1 of my colleagues in front of ITE students .lets call her "H" She's so irritating lah...she alwaz expect other pple 2 help her finish up her wrk, she's juz so lazy .I dun mind if she ask me do sumtin but PLS LAH...with beta attitude can?she sound it as if i neva finish up my wrk when I DID! if she didnt throw her temper 1st .. i wouldn't have lost mine too.Alot of pple has been telling me she sux..but i juz keep quiet lah..coz she hasnt treat me bad b4...but after yesterday ..i really understand wat they meant liao.
n the day b4 yesterday , i see the ugly side of another staff , lets call her "A".... i duno is she Bias or wat lah..she juz scold another staff ( M)so badly in front of so many pple.n (M) kana scold ,partly is becoz of me ...i felt soooo bad loh!coz (M) is my junior lah..n she wan me to assist her do sumtin..but the tin is i have neva done tat "sumtin"b4 too, so i ask "A"how was it be done..BUT "A" juz walk to the junior n start accusing her tat she shld knw her wrk.Aarggh!!tian ar!i really not purposely hai (M) kana scold 1 ...but i think she hates me now...haiz!apologize to her liao oso no use.bo bian lah!
Now i understand y guys alwaz say woman all very hard to wrk with oredi. its so difficult wrkin in a woman environment .. have got so much politics to handle..coz we r too tempremantal, oversensitive at times..., some too naggy .haiz!sick, siCK, SICK!
n i felt pretty lost in ward nowadaz .. coz sumtimes our preceptor juz doesnt care much abt wat we r doing .n i juz have to go search 4 them n ask them wat am i suppose to do when i m unsure.i think they 4get tat me , huiting n pris are still newbies!
huiting msg me yesterday n can feel tat she's really unhappy ... its a struggle wrkin in 47 lah...i understand ,coz i m in tat situation too.how i wish i can juz get marry to sum1 rich n juz pay bk my bond now.i dun mind being a maid man!wrkin tere is wrse than being a maid .BUT now at the moment when 3 of us haven find any rich old hag..huiting n pris..we muz perserver ok!!! juz do our best in our wrk..do wat we can loh.Beta to mk mistake now than in future..coz now still under probation ma! jia you jia you jia you!
This morning Dear went to Field camp liao...7 daz...he will b unable to call me...haiz!nvm...treat it as another challenge ba...
kana sian of life now...

9:24 AM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

*yawn* have been really tired since a packet of chicken rice yesterday..hahaha!sumtin wrong with tat chicken rice...feel so drowsy after eatin tat loh....today slp until so sound ... tat i can hardly wake up to msg my dear..actually i heard my hp ring..i was tryin VERY hard to open my eyes ... but it JUZ cant lah..then i went bk to my dream.haha!tink my fav pastime will b slpin for this 10 daz...coz onli in dream then i can c him.keke...
9/8/05 ........ this is the 1st time we watch a midnite show..haha!the show is soooo sian lah..not scary 1!pple...DUN WATCH LAND OF THE DEAD!no climax in that show..n wrse still...the endin sux too...but nvm lah..at least spend more time with him..
2day got to get bk to wrk liaoz.....SIAN!no mood to blog actually.....I JUZ MIZ >>> HIM!

9:26 AM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

shag!!!!!tired.......xian....haiz!my 2day n yesterday is totally the same...i guess it will b the same 4 the nxt 4 daz.sickening!NO LIFE MAN!everyday wrk..after wrk ...go hm ....then still need 2 do huse wrk.
If i neva do..my mum will neva finish her task...which is sad lah!c her so tired...i oso pai seh...i cant imagine how those wrkin mothers survive ..after wrk go hm still need 2 cook n do husewrk!it can b really tired..u r like wrkin 24hrs ..non - stop..OH GOD!mayb tis time 4 me 2 start practising b a gd husewife now!haha!
2day wrk with Pam ... she is damn busy with her own cubicle lah..neva help me much...but lucky n Thank God tat i tere's nthin special at my side...so can b independent 4 tat moment ...today got audition frm MOH....so every1 is so tense up!EVERY1! including the sisters!haha!since morning they have been checkin on EVERYTIN in the ward...including the dustbin ok!can u imagine!then when the auditors cum...the ward became soooo peaceful n quiet...u knw y ?coz all the staff nurse hiding!hahahaha!they screen themselfves up...hiding in 1 of the patients bed...pretending to observe a patients dressing...but i neva join them lah!i juz continue doing my things...i was so happy to c ward in such a peaceful state loh..can write my report with peace mah!haha!
anyway when i thot tat i could juz pass my report n head home...i realize tat sumtin very impt went missing!is actually a catheter that cost $100++ ...it is needed 4 a pt's operation .... its in a drawer in the morning ..but when i pass report in the noon ..its gone!tian ar!n Pam keep buggin me askin me where izzit...n nxt is the pt's medication list!its gone too!OMG!i cant pass report peacefully man...Pam kEEP askin n shoutin at me!aarrgghh!!
then after i pass my report..i fly to search 4 it....n cum to realize tat the medication list is in the pharmacy...HOW DID IT GET TERE ? then..i ask a doctor...if she did send it to the pharmacy ...she juz replied..."i did it long ago.."OMG!cant she juz inform me when she did sumtin ?
then i fly to search everywhere 4 the catheter..i even ask sister if she did misplace it!soo daring of me man!i went high n low..lookin 4 it ...gettin very anxious...then in the end i ask my ward clerk if she did c it lying ard!then she said tat a doctor ask her if it is suppose to return to another ward, she answered yes..n the doctor juz took it away!TIAN AR!another doctor again! i was damn piss off loh!if the clerk or doctors can b kind enugh to juz open their mouth n inform me ....i wun have to b gan chiong over everytin!!!!IDIOT!
n now after wrkin in the ward .. me n my frenz agree tat woman doctors sux!really!they can juz shout at u whenever they like it!they are juz soooo ya ya!n i name 1 of them Ms pig now!instead i think this name is TOO nice 4 her ... at least pig is cute!she juz like to oreder pple do tins 4 her....she's even lazy to walk...or even stretch out her piggy hands when she need sumtin!n when need to inform her sumtin..she juz cover her ears n refuse to listen n juz shout"i dun care!i m not going to do anytin"is tat wat a doctor shld react when pts need them???so responsible n professional n "CUTE" of her!
aiya..this wrkin environment is driving me crazy!i m sooo sick of everytin lah...too tired...

5:35 PM