Thursday, April 28, 2005
:...( i m so sad!so sad!so disappointed + frustated. tian ar!i hate having Hopes, coz high hopes will bring deep disppointment. :( yesterday juz cant stop my tears .... so paiseh ,cry in front of so many staff nurses...but the news was really ....haiz!juz mk me unhappy , uncertain, disappointed , sher bu de n feel fear of future!really!
the sister said tat most prob our bange prcp gers will b posted to PICC ( oncology ward) or PICU ( peadiatric ICU ) . it is impossible to b posted to general ward ,coz they have enugh staffs tere. OMG!this means i have high possibility of meeting the sister ( L ) tat scolded me previously , n i will b wrkin with a bunch of unfrenly nurses, tkin up more responsiblilty as usual , expected much more than usual staffs ... the wrse is to leave my ward 48 which i m njoy wrkin in now!leaving all sweet n nice nurses tere , cannot joke n crap with them anymore.
haiz! ask me 2 be +ve? hard ba!very hard! coz we had oreintation of all peads department b4 mah, PICU staffs was really not frenly , they even ask us to go away, not even a smile or a hi , they was even force 2 say hi 2 us.OMG! n heard tat their sister in charge can b real nasty n she dun protect her own staff 1.tats y alot pple quit n they have not enugh staff now.It applies the same as PICC department too lah , once i c sister (L) .. i will start to have cold sweat liao,how 2 njoy wrkin tere?
i surely miz ward 48 staffs de,not even staff nurse nice,even HO , MO , AN , clerks n housekeepers n most imptly sisters are nice!all smile n happy go lucky 1. haiz!but too bad ..i dun have the fortunate to stay tere.now becum the scapegoat of PICC N PICU!
i was not onli upset abt this yesterday lah,sumtin else happen too.think i was real disappointed yesterday n i juz spit out wateva i was unhappy with .n really find that when 1 dun understand u at times,it will onli add on ur frustation when u r unhappy.aiya....dunno wat i tokin lah.it was juz bad yesterday..........................
5:30 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
:) gd morning!hehe,got to go wrk later again ...haiz !boring life !anyway juz wana update my blog lah,fri nite was an njoyable nite!though after wrk i was really kana shag liao,but managed to meet den 4 dinner .keke.it was so qiao , coz her poly frenz actually meeting her 4 dinner, but suddenly i ask her out 4 dinner,then she reject her poly frenz!haha! anyway meet her at city hall n go 4 makan....then we went a very cool place...i shldnt introduce it 2 every1 ,coz i wan it 2 b unknown n deserted.so nxt time i go it wun b so crowded.haha!selfish huh! dun blame me lah,blame s'pore this small island,really very very limited place 2 go xia!so sick n tired wen it cums to sat n sun,have to think hard where to go,if not alwaz stay at hm oso xian!
anyway me n den tok ALOT tat day,i tink at least 2 hrs ba!tok abt the past , present n future!haha!but wat i alwaz njoy most was tokin abt the past lah,i really really miz sec sch life man!really! i think i have most laughter duin those daz........
after tat we actually wana head home oredi coz den wana watch survivor...as usual lah huh...but both of us craving 4 ice cream at the same time.so we went hunting 4 cheap ice cream!haha!hunt 4 abt 1 hr k!scary hor?keke.poor pple are like tat but we njoy!Actually when going hm a bit sher bu de,coz we really have rare chance to really sit dwn n tok liao.....
then....sunday me went roller bladding wif mond's cousin n his wife n a fren.....was feelin quite weird initially lah,coz dun really knw them mah....sumore i was kind of tired...din really slp well on sat.but when bladdin hai hao lah.....got to tok more coz have to teach her fren how to blade mah.she pick up quite fast actually.
k lah,time's up,gtg liao......
10:52 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
wah!i feel like i very long neva write happi tins here le.haha!u knw y ?coz happi things i share with pple,unhappi 1s ,i need sumwhere to vent my frustration,so i will type here.sorry ar,alwaz c me grumble!aiya,let me complain 1st!
u knw wat?i miz my poly grp mates sooo much .... coz durin grp wrk , we r alwaz so united ,responsible and compromising! compare to wat i am going tru in my PRCP is really the diff of hell and heaven!really! most of the times sum of them will choose 2 b quiet and not give any suggestion ..... left with me n the other ger tokin n tokin.and during serious time only me n her are gan jiong about the wrk.
me n the other ger were ask to find sum researches ... then the leader ask us to pass it to another person to type.in the end ... almost 1/2 of our research are not type out ,as she claim that its not necessary!it the end when we present , the sister ask about additional info. , we were unable to ans.I have to crack my brain n try to remember what i have found previously n ans the sister!
the other 1 is wrse! i pass my notes to my leader, n she said that she will help me type out in mircosoft.when we r suppose to present today,i ask her where is my notes n what has she type,she realized that the notes is no longer with her and she claim that she din tk my notes at all.in the end i have crack my brain n recall what i have founf n type wateva i remember to present again!
what is this man? argh!really piss me off! cannot tahan xia!i tryin 2 control my temper ,really!lucky not in same ward as them,if not everyday got fever liao!ARGH!
8:56 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
hey ya!hehe...onli can cum online 4 awhile...later got to go wrk again....xianz!scary,everyday go wrk like anytime will get heart attack like tat ,dunno got how many new admission,..now the nurse put me in charge of 3 cubs liao....stress xia!aiyo!sumore thurs tat sister wan us to present our wrk liao..but hardly get it done yet.where got the time 2 meet n discuss with my mates rite?sumore we diff shift..crazy!
anyway yesterday get bk my results....phew!lucky all pass xia!but too bad lah,the idiotic management module din score really well,then neva reach my target :( wonder how is aihui they all....kana miz my poly frenz liao,....miz sch daz.......The wrkin area ..all like robots...wrk n wrk.i like very long neva tong tong kuai kuai de laugh le.
k lah,stop here ba......
10:17 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
has been in ward settings for...erm...3 daz le.yesterday 1st day took 3 cases.lucky it was not too difficult,...think quite basic.2day took another 2 basic ones...haiz!actually i hope to have sumtin new so i could learn asap .not much time left u c!
2day the nurse din even have the time to assess me,coz got new admission plus got 1 pt throw fits.at least i got to knw wat to do when pt throw fits..not tat bad lah.but din go 4 break 2day ,lucky i was not hungry,haha!
so far the nurses hai hao lah....sianz....got to slp early 2day again!coz 2moro morning shift again!will die man!k lah....wish u all ,the best yah!tk cr!
10:45 PM
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